The Light in the Clearing
By Irving Bacheller

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Chapter XIV

THE BOLT FALLS

Three times that winter I had seen Benjamin Grimshaw followed by the Silent Woman clothed in rags and pointing with her finger. Mr. Hacket said that she probably watched for him out of her little window above the blacksmith shop that overlooked the south road. When he came to town she followed. I always greeted the woman when I passed her, but when she was on the trail of the money-lender she seemed unaware of my presence, so intent was she on the strange task she had set herself. If he were not in sight she smiled when passing me, but neither spoke nor nodded.

Grimshaw had gone about his business as usual when I saw him last, but I had noted a look of the worried rat in his face. He had seemed to be under extreme irritation. He scolded every man who spoke to him. The notion came to me that her finger was getting down to the quick.

The trial of Amos came on. He had had “blood on his feet,” as they used to say, all the way from Lickitysplit to Lewis County in his flight, having attacked and slightly wounded two men with a bowie knife who had tried to detain him at Rainy Lake. He had also shot at an officer in the vicinity of Lowville, where his arrest was effected. He had been identified by all these men, and so his character as a desperate man had been established. This in connection with the scar on his face and the tracks, which the boots of Amos fitted, and the broken gun stock convinced the jury of his guilt.

The most interesting bit of testimony which came out at the trial was this passage from a yellow paper-covered tale which had been discovered hidden in the haymow of the Grimshaw barn:

     “Lightfoot waited in the bushes with his trusty rifle in hand. When
     the two unsuspecting travelers reached a point nearly opposite him
     he raised his rifle and glanced over its shining barrel and saw
     that the flight of his bullet would cut the throats of both his
     persecutors. He pulled the trigger and the bullet sped to its mark.
     Both men plunged to the ground as if they had been smitten by a
     thunderbolt. Lightfoot leaped from cover and seized the rearing
     horses, and mounting one of them while he led the other, headed
     them down the trail, and in no great hurry, for he knew that the
     lake was between him and Blodgett and that the latter’s boat was in
     no condition to hold water.”

It was the swift and deadly execution of Lightfoot which Amos had been imitating, as he presently confessed.

I knew then the power of words–even foolish words–over the minds of the young when they are printed and spread abroad.

I remember well the look of the venerable Judge Cady as he pronounced the sentence of death upon Amos Grimshaw. A ray of sunlight slanting through a window in the late afternoon fell upon his gracious countenance, shining also, with the softer light of his spirit. Slowly, solemnly, kindly, he spoke the words of doom. It was his way of saying them that first made me feel the dignity and majesty of the law. The kind and fatherly tone of his voice put me in mind of that Supremest Court which is above all question and which was swiftly to enter judgment in this matter and in others related to it.

Slowly the crowd moved out of the court room. Benjamin Grimshaw rose and calmly whispered to his lawyer. He had not spoken to his son or seemed to notice him since the trial had begun, nor did he now. Many had shed tears that day, but not he. Mr. Grimshaw never showed but one emotion–that of anger. He was angry now. His face was hard and stern. He muttered as he walked out of the court room, his cane briskly beating the floor. I and others followed him, moved by differing motives. I was sorry for him and if I had dared I should have told him that. I was amazed to see how sturdily he stood under this blow–like a mighty oak in a storm. The look of him thrilled me–it suggested that something was going to happen.

The Silent Woman–as ragged as ever–was waiting on the steps. Out went her bony finger as he came down. He turned and struck at her with his cane and shouted in a shrill voice that rang out like a trumpet in his frenzy:

“_Go ’way from me. Take her away, somebody. I can’t stan’ it. She’s killin’ me. Take her away. Take her away. Take her away._”

His face turned purple and then white. He reeled and fell headlong, like a tree severed from its roots, and lay still on the hard, stone pavement. It seemed as if snow were falling on his face–it grew so white. The Silent Woman stood as still as he, pointing at him with her finger, her look unchanged. People came running toward us. I lifted the head of Mr. Grimshaw and laid it on my knee. It felt like the head of the stranger in Rattleroad. Old Kate bent over and looked at the eyelids of the man, which fluttered faintly and were still.

“Dead!” she muttered.

Then, as if her work were finished, she turned and made her way through the crowd and walked slowly down the street. Men stood aside to let her pass, as if they felt the power of her spirit and feared the touch of her garments.

Two or three men had run to the house of the nearest doctor. The crowd thickened. As I sat looking down at the dead face in my lap, a lawyer who had come out of the court room pressed near me and bent over and looked at the set eyes of Benjamin Grimshaw and said:

“She floored him at last. I knew she would. He tried not to see her, but I tell ye that bony old finger of hers burnt a hole in him. He couldn’t stand it. I knew he’d blow up some day under the strain. She got him at last.”

“Who got him?” another asked.

“Rovin’ Kate. She killed him pointing her finger at him–so.”

“She’s got an evil eye. Everybody’s afraid o’ the crazy ol’ Trollope!”

“Nonsense! She isn’t half as crazy as the most of us,” said the lawyer. “In my opinion she had a good reason for pointing her finger at that man. She came from the same town he did over in Vermont. Ye don’t know what happened there.”

The doctor arrived. The crowds made way for him. He knelt beside the still figure and made the tests. He rose and shook his head, saying:

“It’s all over. Let one o’ these boys go down and bring the undertaker.”

Benjamin Grimshaw, the richest man in the township, was dead, and I have yet to hear of any mourners.

Three days later I saw his body lowered into its grave. The little, broken-spirited wife stood there with the same sad smile on her face that I had noted when I first saw her in the hills. Rovin’ Kate was there in the clothes she had worn Christmas day. She was greatly changed. Her hair was neatly combed. The wild look had left her eyes. She was like one whose back is relieved of a heavy burden. Her lips moved as she scattered little red squares of paper into the grave. I suppose they thought it a crazy whim of hers–they who saw her do it. I thought that I understood the curious bit of symbolism and so did the schoolmaster, who stood beside me. Doubtless the pieces of paper numbered her curses.

“The scarlet sins of his youth are lying down with him in the dust," Hacket whispered as we walked away together.

End of Book Two

BOOK THREE

Which is the Story of the Chosen Ways

CHAPTER XV

UNCLE PEABODY’S WAY AND MINE

I am old and love my ease and sometimes dare to think that I have earned it. Why do I impose upon myself the task of writing down these memories, searching them and many notes and records with great care so that in every voice and deed the time shall speak? My first care has been that neither vanity nor pride should mar a word of all these I have written or shall write. So I keep my name from you, dear reader, for there is nothing you can give me that I want. I have learned my lesson in that distant time and, having learned it, give you the things I stand for and keep myself under a mask. These things urge me to my task. I do it that I may give to you–my countrymen–the best fruitage of the great garden of my youth and save it from the cold storage of unknowing history.

It is a bad thing to be under a heavy obligation to one’s self of which, thank God, I am now acquitted. I have known men who were their own worst creditors. Everything they earned went swiftly to satisfy the demands of Vanity or Pride or Appetite. I have seen them literally put out of house and home, thrown neck and crop into the street, as it were, by one or the other of these heartless creditors–each a grasping usurer with unjust claims.

I remember that Rodney Barnes called for my chest and me that fine morning in early June when I was to go back to the hills, my year’s work in school being ended. I elected to walk, and the schoolmaster went with me five miles or more across the flats to the slope of the high country. I felt very wise with that year’s learning in my head. Doubtless the best of it had come not in school. It had taken me close to the great stage and in a way lifted the curtain. I was most attentive, knowing that presently I should get my part.

“I’ve been thinking, Bart, o’ your work in the last year,” said the schoolmaster as we walked. “Ye have studied six books and one–God help ye! An’ I think ye have got more out o’ the one than ye have out o’ the six.”

In a moment of silence that followed I counted the books on my fingers: Latin, Arithmetic, Algebra, Grammar, Geography, History. What was this one book he referred to?

“It’s God’s book o’ life, boy, an’ I should say ye’d done very well in it.”

After a little he asked: “Have ye ever heard of a man who had the Grimshaws?”

I shook my head as I looked at him, not knowing just what he was driving at.

“Sure, it’s a serious illness an’ it has two phases. First there’s the Grimshaw o’ greed–swinish, heartless greed–the other is the Grimshaw o’ vanity–the strutter, with sword at belt, who would have men bow or flee before him.”

That is all he said of that seventh book and it was enough.

“Soon the Senator will be coming,” he remarked presently. “I have a long letter from him and he asks about you and your aunt and uncle. I think that he is fond o’ you, boy.”

“I wish you would let me know when he comes,” I said.

“I am sure he will let you know, and, by the way, I have heard from another friend o’ yours, my lad. Ye’re a lucky one to have so many friends–sure ye are. Here, I’ll show ye the letter. There’s no reason why I shouldn’t. Ye will know its writer, probably. I do not.”

So saying he handed me this letter:

     “CANTERBURY, VT.,
                June 1.

     “DEAR SIR–I am interested in the boy Barton Baynes. Good words
     about him have been flying around like pigeons. When school is out
     I would like to hear from you, what is the record? What do you
     think of the soul in him? What kind of work is best for it? If you
     will let me maybe I can help the plans of God a little. That is my
     business and yours. Thanking you for reading this, I am, as ever,

     “God’s humble servant,
                  KATE FULLERTON.”

“Why, this is the writing of the Silent Woman,” I said before I had read the letter half through.

“Rovin’ Kate?”

“Roving Kate; I never knew her other name, but I saw her handwriting long ago.”

“But look–this is a neatly written, well-worded letter an’ the sheet is as white and clean as the new snow. Uncanny woman! They say she carries the power o’ God in her right hand. So do all the wronged. I tell ye, lad, there’s only one thing in the world that’s sacred.”

I turned to him with a look of inquiry and asked:

“What is it?”

“The one and only miracle we know-the gate o’ birth through which comes human life and the lips commanding our love and speaking the wisdom of childhood. Show me how a man treats women an’ I’ll tell ye what he amounts to. There’s the test that shows whether he’s a man or a spaniel dog.”

There was a little moment of silence then–how well I remember it! The schoolmaster broke the silence by adding:

“Well ye know, lad, I think the greatest thing that Jesus Christ did was showing to a wicked world the sanctity o’ motherhood.”

That, I think, was the last lesson in the school year. Just beyond us I could see the slant of Bowman’s Hill. What an amount of pains they gave those days to the building of character! It will seem curious and perhaps even wearisome now, but it must show here if I am to hold the mirror up to the time.

“I wonder why Kate is asking about me,” I said.

“Never mind the reason. She is your friend and let us thank God for it. Think how she came to yer help in the old barn an’ say a thousand prayers, my lad. I shall write to her to-day, and what shall I say as to the work?”

“Well, I’ve been consulting the compass,” I answered thoughtfully, as I looked down at the yielding sand under my feet. “I think that I want to be a lawyer.”

“Good! I would have guessed it. I suppose your week in the court room with the fine old judge and the lawyers settled that for ye.”

“I think that it did.”

“Well, the Senator is a lawyer, God prosper him, an’ he has shown us that the chief business o’ the lawyer is to keep men out o’ the law.”

Having come to the first flight of the uplands, he left me with many a kind word–how much they mean to a boy who is choosing his way with a growing sense of loneliness!

I reached the warm welcome of our little home just in time for dinner. They were expecting me and it was a regular company dinner–chicken pie and strawberry shortcake.

“I wallered in the grass all the forenoon tryin’ to git enough berries for this celebration–ayes!–they ain’t many of ’em turned yit,” said Aunt Deel. “No, sir–nothin’ but pure cream on this cake. I ain’t a goin’ to count the expense.”

Uncle Peabody danced around the table and sang a stanza of the old ballad, which I have forgotten, but which begins:

Come, Philander, let us be a-marchin’. How well I remember that hour with the doors open and the sun shining brightly on the blossoming fields and the joy of man and bird and beast in the return of summer and the talk about the late visit of Alma Jones and Mr. and Mrs. Lincoln!

While we were eating I told them about the letter of old Kate.

“Fullerton!” Aunt Deel exclaimed. “Are ye sure that was the name, Bart?”

“Yes.”

“Goodness gracious sakes alive!”

She and Uncle Peabody gave each other looks of surprised inquiry.

“Do you know anybody by that name?” I asked.

“We used to,” said Aunt Deel as she resumed her eating. “Can’t be she’s one o’ the Sam Fullertons, can it?”

“Oh, prob’ly not,” said Uncle Peabody. “Back east they’s more Fullertons than ye could shake a stick at. Say, I see the biggest bear this mornin’ that I ever see in all the born days o’ my life.

“It was dark. I’d come out o’ the fifty-mile woods an’ down along the edge o’ the ma’sh an’ up into the bushes on the lower side o’ the pastur. All to once I heerd somethin’! I stopped an’ peeked through the bushes–couldn’t see much–so dark. Then the ol’ bear riz up on her hind legs clus to me. We didn’t like the looks o’ one ’nother an’ begun to edge off very careful.

“Seems so I kind o’ said to the ol’ bear: ’Excuse me.’

“Seems so the ol’ bear kind o’ answered: ’Sart’nly.’

“I got down to a little run, near by, steppin’ as soft as a cat. I could just see a white stun on the side o’ it. I lifted my foot to step on the stun an’ jump acrost. B-r-r-r-r! The stun jumped up an’ scampered through the bushes. Then I was scairt. Goshtalmighty! I lost confidence in everything. Seemed so all the bushes turned into bears. Jeerusalem, how I run! When I got to the barn I was purty nigh used up.”

“How did it happen that the stone jumped?” I asked.

“Oh, I guess ’t was a rabbit,” said Uncle Peabody.

Thus Uncle Peabody led us off into the trail of the bear and the problem of Kate and the Sam Fullertons concerned us no more at that time.

A week later we had our raising. Uncle Peabody did not want a public raising, but Aunt Deel had had her way. We had hewed and mortised and bored the timbers for our new home. The neighbors came with pikes and helped to raise and stay and cover them. A great amount of human kindness went into the beams and rafters of that home and of others like it. I knew that The Thing was still alive in the neighborhood, but even that could not paralyze the helpful hands of those people. Indeed, what was said of my Uncle Peabody was nothing more or less than a kind of conversational firewood. I can not think that any one really believed it.

We had a cheerful day. A barrel of hard cider had been set up in the dooryard, and I remember that some drank it too freely. The he-o-hee of the men as they lifted on the pikes and the sound of the hammer and beetle rang in the air from morning until night. Mrs. Rodney Barnes and Mrs. Dorothy came to help Aunt Deel with the cooking and a great dinner was served on an improvised table in the dooryard, where the stove was set up. The shingles and sheathes and clapboards were on before the day ended.

When they were about to go the men filled their cups and drank to Aunt Deel.

I knew, or thought I knew, why they had not mentioned my Uncle Peabody, and was very thoughtful about it. Suddenly the giant Rodney Barnes strode up to the barrel. I remember the lion-like dignity of his face as he turned and said:

“Now, boys, come up here an’ stand right before me, every one o’ you.”

He ranged them in a circle around the barrel. He stood at the spigot and filled every cup. Then he raised his own and said:

“I want ye to drink to Peabody Baynes–one o’ the squarest men that ever stood in cowhide.”

They drank the toast–not one of them would have dared refuse.

“Now three cheers for the new home and every one that lives in it,” he demanded.

They cheered lustily and went away.

Uncle Peabody and I put in the floors and stairway and partitions. More than once in the days we were working together I tried to tell him what Sally had told me, but my courage failed.

We moved our furniture. I remember that Uncle Peabody called it “the houseltree.” We had greased paper on the windows for a time after we moved until the sash came. Aunt Deel had made rag carpets for the parlor and the bedroom which opened off it. Our windows looked down into the great valley of the St. Lawrence, stretching northward thirty miles or more from our hilltop. A beautiful grove of sugar maples stood within a stone’s throw of the back door.

What a rustic charm in the long slant of the green hill below us with its gray, mossy boulders and lovely thorn trees! It was, I think, a brighter, pleasanter home than that we had left. It was built on the cellar of one burned a few years before. The old barn was still there and a little repairing had made it do.

The day came, shortly, when I had to speak out, and I took the straight way of my duty as the needle of the compass pointed. It was the end of a summer day and we had watched the dusk fill the valley and come creeping up the slant, sinking the boulders and thorn tops in its flood, one by one. As we sat looking out of the open door that evening I told them what Sally had told me of the evil report which had traveled through the two towns. Uncle Peabody sat silent and perfectly motionless for a moment, looking out into the dusk.

“W’y, of all things! Ain’t that an awful burnin’ shame-ayes!” said Aunt Deel as she covered her face with her hand.

“Damn, little souled, narrer contracted–” Uncle Peabody, speaking in a low, sad tone, but with deep feeling, cut off this highly promising opinion before it was half expressed, and rose and went to the water pail and drank.

“As long as we’re honest we don’t care what they say,” he remarked as he returned to his chair.

“If they won’t believe us we ought to show ’em the papers–ayes,” said Aunt Deel.

“Thunder an’ Jehu! I wouldn’t go ’round the town tryin’ to prove that I ain’t a thief,” said Uncle Peabody. “It wouldn’t make no differ’nce. They’ve got to have somethin’ to play with. If they want to use my name for a bean bag let ’em as long as they do it when I ain’t lookin’. I wouldn’t wonder if they got sore hands by an’ by.”

I never heard him speak of it again. Indeed, although I knew the topic was often in our thoughts it was never mentioned in our home but once after that, to my knowledge.

We sat for a long time thinking as the night came on. By and by Uncle Peabody began the hymn in which we joined:

     “Oh, keep my heart from sadness, God;
     Let not its sorrows stay,
     Nor shadows of the night erase
     The glories of the day.”

“Say–by thunder!–we don’t have to set in the shadows. Le’s fill the room with the glory of the day,” said Uncle Peabody as he lighted the candles. “It ain’t a good idee to go slidin’ down hill in the summer-time an’ in the dark, too. Le’s have a game o’ cards.”

I remember that we had three merry games and went to bed. All outward signs of our trouble had vanished in the glow of the candles.

Next day I rode to the post-office and found there a book addressed to me in the handwriting of old Kate. It was David Hoffman’s Course of Legal Study. She had written on its fly-leaf:

“To Barton Baynes, from a friend.”

“That woman ’pears to like you purty thorough,” said Uncle Peabody.

“Well, let her if she wants to–poor thing!” Aunt Deel answered. “A woman has got to have somebody to like–ayes!–or I dunno how she’d live–I declare I don’t–ayes!”

“I like her, too,” I said. “She’s been a good friend to me.”

“She has, sart’n,” my uncle agreed.

We began reading the book that evening in the candle-light and soon finished it. I was thrilled by the ideal of human service with which the calling of the lawyer was therein lifted up and illuminated. After that I had no doubt of my way.

That week a letter came to me from the Senator, announcing the day of Mrs. Wright’s arrival in Canton and asking me to meet and assist her in getting the house to rights. I did so. She was a pleasant-faced, amiable woman and a most enterprising house cleaner. I remember that my first task was mending the wheelbarrow.

“I don’t know what Silas would do if he were to get home and find his wheelbarrow broken,” said she. “It is almost an inseparable companion of his.”

The schoolmaster and his family were fishing and camping upon the river, and so I lived at the Senator’s house with Mrs. Wright and her mother until he arrived. What a wonderful house it was, in my view! I was awed by its size and splendor, its soft carpets and shiny brass and mahogany. Yet it was very simple.

I hoed the garden and cleaned its paths and mowed the dooryard and did some painting in the house. I remember that Mrs. Ebenezer Binks–wife of the deacon and the constable–came in while I was at the latter task early one morning to see if there were anything she could do.

She immediately sat down and talked constantly until noon of her family and especially of the heartlessness and general misconduct of her son and daughter-in-law because they had refused to let her apply the name of Divine Submission to the baby. It had been a hard blow to Mrs. Binks, because this was the one and only favor which she had ever asked of them. She reviewed the history of the Binkses from Ebenezer–the First–down to that present day. There had been three Divine Submissions in the family and they had made the name of Binks known wherever people knew anything. When Mrs. Wright left the room Mrs. Binks directed her conversation at me, and when Mrs. Wright returned I only got the spray of it. By dinner time we were drenched in a way of speaking and Mrs. Binks left, assuring us that she would return later and do anything in her power.

“My stars!” Mrs. Wright exclaimed. “If you see her coming lock the door and go and hide in a closet until she goes away. Mrs. Binks always brings her ancestors with her and they fill the house so that there’s no room for anybody else.”

When the day’s work was ended Mrs. Wright exclaimed:

“Thank goodness! the Binkses have not returned.”

We always referred to Mrs. Binks as the Binkses after that.

Mrs. Jenison, a friend of the Wrights, came in that afternoon and told us of the visit of young Latour to Canton and of the great relief of the decent people at his speedy departure.

“I wonder what brought him here,” said Mrs. Wright.

“It seems that he had heard of the beauty of Sally Dunkelberg. But a bee had stung her nose just before he came and she was a sight to behold.”

The ladies laughed.

“It’s lucky,” said Mrs. Wright. “Doesn’t Horace Dunkelberg know about him?”

“I suppose he does, but the man is money crazy.”

I couldn’t help hearing it, for I was working in the room in which they talked. Well, really, it doesn’t matter much now. They are all gone.

“Who is young Latour?” I asked when Mrs. Jenison had left us.

“A rake and dissolute young man whose father is very rich and lives in a great mansion over in Jefferson County,” Mrs. Wright answered.

I wondered then if there had been a purpose in that drop of honey from the cup of the Silent Woman.

I remember that the Senator, who returned to Canton that evening on the Watertown stage, laughed heartily when, as we were sitting by the fireside, Mrs. Wright told of the call of the Binkses.

“The good lady enjoys a singular plurality,” he remarked.

“She enjoys it better than we do,” said Mrs. Wright.

The Senator had greeted me with a fatherly warmth. Again I felt that strong appeal to my eye in his broadcloth and fine linen and beaver hat and in the splendid dignity and courtesy of his manners.

“I’ve had good reports of you, Bart, and I’m very glad to see you,” he said.

“I believe your own marks have been excellent in the last year,” I ventured.

“Poorer than I could wish. The teacher has been very kind to me,” he laughed. “What have you been studying?”

“Latin (I always mentioned the Latin first), Algebra, Arithmetic, Grammar, Geography and History.”

“Including the history of the Binkses,” he laughed.

There was never a note of humor in his speeches, but he was playful in his talk at times, especially when trusted friends were with him.

“She is a very excellent woman, after all,” he added.

He asked about my aunt and uncle and I told him of all that had befallen us, save the one thing of which I had spoken only with them and Sally.

“I shall go up to see them soon,” he said.

The people of the little village had learned that he preferred to be let alone when he had just returned over the long, wearisome way from the scene of his labors. So we had the evening to ourselves.

I remember my keen interest in his account of riding from Albany to Utica on the new railroads. He spoke with enthusiasm of the smoothness and swiftness of the journey.

“With no mishap they now make it in about a half a day,” he said, as we listened with wonder. “It is like riding in a house with a good deal of smoke coming out of the chimney and in at the windows. You sit on a comfortable bench with a back and a foot-rest in front and look out of the window and ride. But I tremble sometimes to think of what might happen with all that weight and speed.

“We had a little mishap after leaving Ballston Spa. The locomotive engine broke down and the train stopped. The passengers poured out like bees. We put our hands and shoulders on the train and pushed it backwards about a third of a mile to a passing station. There the engine got out of our way and after an hour’s wait a horse was hitched to the train. With the help of the men he started it. At the next town our horse was reinforced by two others. They hauled us to the engine station four miles beyond, where another locomotive engine was attached to the train, and we went on by steam and at a fearful rate of speed.”

Mrs. Wright, being weary after the day’s work, went to bed early and, at his request, I sat with the Senator by the fire for an hour or so. I have always thought it a lucky circumstance, for he asked me to tell of my plans and gave me advice and encouragement which have had a marked effect upon my career.

I remember telling him that I wished to be a lawyer and my reasons for it. He told me that a lawyer was either a pest or a servant of justice and that his chief aim should be the promotion of peace and good will in his community. He promised to try and arrange for my accommodation in his office in the autumn and meanwhile to lend me some books to read while I was at home.

“Before we go to bed let us have a settlement,” said the Senator. “Will you kindly sit down at the table there and make up a statement of all the time you have given me?”

I made out the statement very neatly and carefully and put it in his hands.

“That is well done,” said he. “I shall wish you to stay until the day after to-morrow, if you will. So you will please add another day.”

I amended the statement and he paid me the handsome sum of seven dollars. I remember that after I went to my room that night I stitched up the opening in my jacket pocket, which contained my wealth, with the needle and thread which Aunt Deel had put in my bundle, and slept with the jacket under my mattress.

The Senator and I were up at five o’clock and at work in the garden. What a contrast to see him spading in his old farm suit! Mrs. Wright cooked our breakfast and called us in at six.

I remember we were fixing the fence around his pasture lot that day when a handsomely dressed gentleman came back in the field. Mr. Wright was chopping at a small spruce.

“Is Senator Wright here?” the stranger inquired of me.

I pointed to the chopper.

“I beg your pardon–I am looking for the distinguished United States Senator,” he explained with a smile.

Again I pointed at the man with the ax and said:

“That is the Senator.”

Often I have thought of the look of astonishment on the face of the stranger as he said: “Will you have the kindness to tell him that General Macomb would like to speak with him?”

I halted his ax and conveyed the message.

“Is this the hero of Plattsburg?” Mr. Wright asked.

“Well, I have been there,” said the General.

They shook hands and went up to the house together.

I walked back to the hills that evening. There I found a letter from Sally. She and her mother, who was in ill health, were spending the summer with relatives at Portsmouth, New Hampshire. She wrote of riding and fishing and sailing, but of all that she wrote I think only of these words now:

     “I meet many good-looking boys here, but none of them are like you.
     I wonder if you remember what you said to me that day. If you want
     to unsay it, you can do it by letter, you know. I think that would
     be the best way to do it. So don’t be afraid of hurting my
     feelings. Perhaps I would be glad. You don’t know. What a long day
     that was! It seems as if it wasn’t over yet. How lucky for me that
     it was such a beautiful day! You know I have forgotten all about
     the pain, but I laugh when I think how I looked and how Mr. Latour
     looked. He laughed a good deal going home, as if thinking of some
     wonderful joke. In September I am going away to a young ladies’
     school in Albany. I hate it. Can you imagine why? I am to learn
     fine manners and French and Spanish and dancing and be good enough
     for any man’s wife. Think of that. Father says that I must marry a
     big man. Jiminy Crimps! As if a big man wouldn’t know better. I am
     often afraid that you will know too much. I know what will happen
     when your intellect sees how foolish I am. My grandmother says that
     I am frivolous and far from God. I am afraid it’s true, but
     sometimes I want to be good–only sometimes. I remember you said,
     once, that you were going to be like Silas Wright. Honestly I
     believe that you could. So does mother. I want you to keep trying,
     but it makes me afraid. Oh, dear! How sad and homesick I feel
     to-day! Tell me the truth now, when you write.”

That evening I wrote my first love-letter–a fairly warm and moving fragment of history. My family have urged me to let it go in the record, but I have firmly refused. There are some things which I can not do even in this little masquerade. It is enough to say that when the day ended I had deliberately chosen two of the many ways that lay before me.

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Foreword  •  Preface  •  Book One  •  Chapter II  •  Chapter III  •  Chapter IV  •  Chapter V  •  Chapter VI  •  Chapter VII  •  Chapter VIII  •  Chapter X  •  Chapter XI  •  Chapter XII  •  Chapter XIII  •  Chapter XIV  •  Chapter XVI  •  Chapter XVII  •  Chapter XVIII  •  Chapter XIX  •  Epilogue

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